Okay, going private soon. Cannot risk others finding out about this account. A couple people have brought to my attention that they think I am running this account. I thought I had blocked everyone, but of course there’s those long lost contacts... *sighs*.
Anyways, I’ve been sick (flu most likely) for the past few days. Hate the feeling of throwing up. But it kept reminding me of my OD and in 2016 when I was purging some, and so honestly that was more unpleasant remembering those things, than actually throwing up in the moment. I know, a little too much info, but hey, it’s a vent account. I have lost a couple pounds from 100 lbs a couple days ago, so I guess that’s a plus. Just now my teeth are being extra sensitive... Okay, school is out for the weekend! I am actually okay to stay home. Even with mom. We’re doing better, I think we just needed a few days to figure things out. But man, I was so close. I could’ve hurt myself or attempted suicide again, but I didn’t. I managed. It would be horrible to have done that; at least right before finals.
Sorry, no body check today, except that one pic and scale weight in of 98.1 lbs. I’ve been so tired from being sick. I feel I HAVE, ABSOLUTELY have to exercise, and would, but A) I cannot when mom is around, and B) I tried exercising in my room when she was gone one night, and got sick twice. I kept a bag by me, but that wasn’t helpful. So stayed on the couch hammering sprite. And yes, I hate how it still has calories. Made me feel even more sickly. Argh.
That second picture is of the Rice Krispie I got at a coffee shop to split with a “bus buddy”. So, around 200-ish calories at least. 100-ish for both of us.